1. kaoNa svatM~ Co? kaoNa maaOilak Co?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              -ritlaala 'Ainala'

             gaaogalsanaa kacanaa rMgao jgat BaUruM ko rtuMbaDuM laagao Co evauM maanavaanaI j$r naqaI. AapNaI kaLI kIkInaI safod AaMK pNa kyaarok gaussaaqaI laala qa[ jaya Co. inaraSaaqaI JaMKI Anao kyaarok tao SaUnya qa[ jaya %yaaro pNa jgat tao maULo haoya tovauM j haoya Co, pNa AapNaI AaMK AapNaa manaaoBaavaao Anao mananaI isqaitnao najro jue Co evauM naqaI. AapNanao saamaanya maanasanao pNa BaavaaBaasa qaaya Co. ek po`maI tonaI p`oimaka vaastvamaaM jao[ jao[nao ek baIjanao jue Co CtaM vyavaharmaaM ]llaasanaa layamaaM jue Co.

       e samaya drmyaana jaNao emanao juduM j laagao Co, juduM j jue C,o AnauBavao Co. Aa jgatmaaM jaNao bao j jNaaMnaI vastI Co, baIjaAao Alaba<a haoya Co. CtaM tomanaa manaaoBaava ‘hSao’ jovaa haoya Co. gaiNat caust, sqaitsqaapk jD manaaya, pNa p`omaalayamaaM vaItavaolaao klaak pNa bao-caar imainaT jovaao laagao Co Anao p`omaBagna dSaamaaM baQauM saava AstacaL idSaanauM Anao inarsa laagao Co.Aajo pNa AavaaM ]dahrNaao maLI Sako. vaastvamaaM tmao p`omamaaM hao %yaaro j tmaarI wiYT laala gaulaaba pr jaya, pNa to tao tmaarI wiYT tonaa pr ga[ to pholaaM pNa KaoD pr }gatuM iKlatuM htuM. tmao jyaaro GarmaaM sahna na qataM tapnao karNao AQa^ ]GaaDa iDlao baoza hao %yaaro pNa enaI kaomaL sauvaaLI paMKDI saUya^naao tDkao JlatI haoya Co. fUlaCaoD saamao juAa,o tmanao gamataM vaRxa saamao juAao – toAao tTsqa AanaMdI laagaSao. ha, AapNao maaNasa CIe, AapNao Baava, laagaNaI, pxapat pNa haoya, ruica pNa haoya, Aa jgat enauM ivaraoQaI naqaI, pNa baIja maaNasanao pNa tonauM Baavajgat haoya, paotanauM ruicatM~ haoya, ivaBaagaIya W`iYTkaoNa hao[ Sako. p`omanauM saaQaarNakrNa qayauM haoya tao to vyaiktnauM paotapNauM AaDo AavatuM naqaI, pNa hvao evauM mayaa^idtpNao jaovaamaaM Aavao Co. AapNao paotanao pxa krIe tao jgat tTsqa, kyaarok inaYzUr laagao AapNao Baavasaiht tTsqa hao[e tao jovaI AapNaI isqait Anao vaRi<a haoya tovauM j jgat laaao nahIM. KIlaolaaM puYpao ADIKma ]Baolaa ihllaaoLta Cta ANanavaa vaRxaao AakarmaaM ]gaolaao saUya^, vaIjLInaa tar pr harbaMQa ek baIjaqaI baozolaI caklaI Aama kovaaM tTsqa CtaM jIvaMt laagao Co! eTlauM KruM ko emanao maaNasanao haoya Co tovaaM vaLgaNa naqaI. Anao AhIM j AapNaa p`Enaao saja^ya Co. polaa tTsqaaonao e naDtaM naqaI.

      AapNao svatM~ CIe e Ba`ma CaoDI dovaao jao[e. vaMSaanaugat valaNaao kaOTuimbak pirsarmaaM saMskarao, valaNa, Ba{amaaM eksarKI [MTao pkvavaamaaM Aavao Co evaa QaaorNanauM iSaxaNa, PaaotanaI vaRi<a – valaNanaao AByaasa krInao nahIM pNa bajaru, maUlyavaana evaa iSaxaNamaaM Qakolata vaDIlaao, SaaLa – kaolaoj %yaaM qataM ima~ao to pCI jo laa[na lyaao tonaI prMpra Aa baQaaMnao AaQaIna qa[nao jIvata AapNao Amao Anaok rIto praQaIna CIe Anao bajar QaMQaa ko naaokrInaI $Knao AaQaIna qataM praQaInaao CIe. AapNaa koTlaa inaNa^yaao svatM~ haoya Co? jra jatnao tTsqa pNao tpasaao AapNao AapNau GaNau baQauM sava^ saMmat, samaaj saMmat, Anao AapNaI mah%vakaMxaa saMmat haoya Co. AnaukrNa krnaarao SauM svatM~ haoya Co?  sava^ saMmatmaaM paotapNauM p`gaT krvauM e svatM~tanaI kLa Co. Aa AGarI jIvanakLa CAo to tTsqaBaava Anao jatnao AagaL kyaa^ ivanaa Anao frj pDo, Ainavaaya^ banao %yaaro saMskairtsaiht Afr pNao paotanao p`gaT krvaamaaM rholaI C,o AapNao svaIkarolaa,M khovaataM saamaaijk Aqa^naaM haoya Co. svaAqa^naa nahIM. svaAqa^maaM maUlyaao samaaj ]poixat hao[ Sako pNa samaaj ivaraoQaI nahIM AapNao jomanao mahana puruYaao, mahana maihlaa $po svaIkarIe CIe to saaOnao Aa jgat, Aa samaaj jovaaM Co tovaa ApUNa^ laagyaao Co. Anao pUNa^taanaI idSaamaaM la[ jvaa p`ya%naao nahIM saahasaao pNa tomaNao kyaa^ Co. tao evaao ApUNa^ samaaj AapNanao kao[ p`maaNap~ Aapo e enaa sa_BaavanaI AiBavyaikt khovaaya p`maaNap~ na Aapo tao enao ]poxaa na khIe Aavaao tTsqaBaava haoya %yaaM tao huM pd Anao Anyaaya qayaanaao Baava tonaaqaI GaDatI manaaodSaa e to WiYTe baQauM jaovaanaI Tova AapNanao CovaTo nauksaana j kro Co.

      manao p`kRit eTlaa maaTo pNa gamao Co ko to tTsqa Co, Anao laIlaIkuMpr pNa Co. vaRxaao pxaIAao kovaaM svatM~ Anao tTsqa Co. GaDIk laDI laotI caklaI Kaorak haoya %yaaM BaogaI qa[ ek saaqao p`sannapNao caNao Co.pRqvaI pr banatuM baQauM j AakaSa tTsqa pNao juAo Co. ]naaLanauM inarBa` AakaSa kovauM tTsqa laagao Co. e jaNao Co ko vasaMt Aavao Co iSaiSar Aavao Co vasaMt Aavao Co toma AavaSao. Anao Aavao Co pNa AapNaa jIvanamaaM gaI`Yma Aavao %yaaro AapNao tTsqa rhI Sakta naqaI. rhIe tao AapNanao pkva krI ga`IYma jvaanaI Co Anao e pkvata AapNanao tTsqaBaava Anao sahnaSaIlata yao AapI jvaanaI Co. juda juda pirvaoSaao pirsarao prsprivaraoQaI AnauBavaao saamaaijk Qaaima^k khovaata saMskarao pNa AapNaI maaOilaktanao p`gaT krtaM ATkavaI na Sako ivaraoQa nahIM eTlao saMmait maanaI laovaaya Co. pNa maaOna pNa maaOilak haoya Sako Co. Anao frj pDyao Apayaolaao AiBap`aya svatM~ hao[ Sako Co.

     emaaM cair~ baLnaao Tokao haoya tao to Anyaaonao ]pyaaogaI na hao[ toTlaa pUrtao maUMgaao AsvaIkar kro Anao tTsqaBaava haoya tao Aa laaokaonao sa%ya pNa KptuM naqaI? evaao p`Ena ko AaEvaya^ hao[ Sako nahIM e maaTo [ithasamaaM vaacanabaaoQa kama laagaSao. maoM kR%ya ko AapNao maUlat: svatM~ naqaI. jaNyaoAjaNyao toma frijyaat $po AapNaa pr ivaivaQa saMskarao pDyao j jaya Co, tomaaMqaI svatM~ vyaikt%va eTlao ko ek saara saamaanya maaNasanao p`gaT krvaanauM AGaruM eTlaa maaTo Co ko AapNao paoto paotanao saamaaijk maUlyao paotanao AaMkta qa[ gayaa CIe.

     vaastvamaaM e AjaNyao qatuM AnaukrNa Co. Anao kaka saahoba kalaolakro k(u Co ko AnaukrNa e marNa Co. e gaaMQaIvaadI Kra pNa maa~ gaaMQaIvaadI nhIM kaka kalaolakr pholaaM Anao yaaogya laagaI to gaaMQaIp`iNat saada[ svaIkarI pNa p`gaT qayaa paotanaa maaOilak sva$p %vacaa haDkaM laaohI  svaIkar AsvaIkarqaI pr Co ema sa%ya Taolsataoya Wara Aapo, vaLI gaaMQaI Wara judI rIto Aavao pNa saada[maaM kudrtmaaM rholauM saaOndya^ jIvanamaaM AanaMd polauM baQauM BavyauM haoya taoyao to kakakalaolakr wara maaOilak sva$po p`gaT qaaya. Anao e maaOilaktanaI svatM~ta Co.

      sauKI jIvavaanaI manao Kaasa [cCa naqaI. sauK hvao bajaru banaI gayau Co. Anao Aajo imaYTana KavauM haoya tao baIja idvasao sadI KIcaDI KavaamaaM p`sannata p`aPt qaaya e AanaMd haoya Co.

      e kudrtI Co pNa maaNasa saahoba qayaa pCI KIcaDI jovaa saamaaijk maUlyanaa maaNasanao maLtaM saMkaoca AnauBavao. maaNasa ivakstao qaaya to saaqao tonauM saaQaarNaIkrNa pNa qatuM jvauM jao[e e pamaI Sakaya tTsqaBaavao. 

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