3. majnau jao mar gayaa hO tao jMgala ]dasa hO..

     p`%yaok sqaana %yaaM rhonaarqaI jIvaMt C,o Anao jIvaMt tao to haoya, jonaa )dyamaaM kao[ p`baL [cCa Anao p`aiPt maaTonaao AxauNNa AjMpao haoya. jIva e j kao[ pNa sqaananaao jIva haoya Co, tonaI hajrIqaI to sqaana jIvaMt laagao Co. maaNasa j Aa jgatnaao jIvaMt saMdBa^ Co, e haoya Co %yaaro %yaaM sauQaI Aa jgat haoya Co. maaNasa Co CtaM e Kaovaa[ gayaao haoya tao e sqaana pNa haotuM naqaI. caOtnyanaI }ja^ maaNasamaaM haoya Co Anao tonaaM spMdnaaoqaI sqaana Anao samaya raomaaMicat qa[ }zo Co. maaNasanaI jIvaMtta sqaananao jIvaMt Anao smarNaIya banaavao Co Anao sqaana pNa maaNasanaa saMdBao^ j saaMBaro Co. pNa maaNasa kyaaro saaMBaro Co. tonaI saaqao Aart jaoDayaolaI haoya. sqaUL [cCanaI AhIM vaat naqaI, Ainavaaya^ta AnauBavaaya, e j sava^sva Co evaI laagaNaI jagao to Aart haoya tao enaI saaqao jaoDayaolaa sqaUL khovaata sqaananaao pNa maihmaa haoya Co. tmao maoLao jaoyaao Co, emaaM mahalyaa ya hSaao, AkLamaNa pNa AnauBavaI hSao CtaM enauM AakYa^Na pNa AnauBavyauM hSao, AamaaMqaI nakLI ja]M, evaI [cCa yao qa[ hSao Anao CtaM laaMbaa samaya sauQaI maoLamaaM r(a hSaao, e SauM kovaL maaoh htao? haoya pNa Krao, CtaM maaNasa jonaaqaI banaolaao Co tonao baad krInao kovaao maaNasa SaoYa rhoSao? inajIva? pNa maoLo gayaa Cao tao maoLao ivaKora[ gayaa pCI e sqaanao frao.... maoLao maaNyaanaa AnauBava pCI KUMTa Kaodyaanaa KaDa, vaorivaKor pDolaI caIjao, maaNasaaoe ]pyaaoga krInao foMkolaI caIjaonaa AvaSaoYaao Anao ek ]dasa sannaaTao... saUnakar... to tmanao GaorI vaLSao, BaagaI CUTvaa ko caalyaa jvaanaI [cCa qaSao Anao jSaao taoyao tmao e sqaananaI ]dasaInao pNa saaqao la] jSaao.

        gaRihNaI kamamaaM vyast Co Anao baaLk ]Qaamaat kro Co, e kao[ caIjnaI jId la[ baozao Co, e caIj enao jao[Ao, AbaGaDI, A%yaaro jao[e. maanaI vyasttamaaM ivaxaop paDo Co.

         enao tao haqamaaM laIQaolauM kama pUruM krvaanauM j Co, eqaI e baaLk pr caIZaya Co, gaussao qaaya Co, ja, AhIMqaI ja, bahar j[nao rma, jaya Co ko nahI? evaI rIsa kro Co. QamakI Aapo Co. Anao hzpUva^k baaLknao to bahar kaZoya Co. pNa kama pU$M qayaa pCI trt baaLk saaMBaro Co. Aro kamamaaM vyast htI %yaaro pNa baaLknauM ivasmarNa enao htuM j nahI. pNa kama ptavavaanauM htuM, pU$M krvau Ainavaaya^ htuM eTlao baaLknao bahar kaZyaao pNa kama p%yauM ko trt baaLk saaMBayaao^, Anao sqaana saUnauM laagyauM Anao e baaLknao SaaoQavaa naIkLI pDI. 'vyavahar pholaao' SaaNapNa evaao Aaga`h kro Co. paLvaanaI frj ek jvaabadarI Co. emaaMqaI BaagaI CUTvaanauM haoya nahIM, pNa snaoh, laagaNaI, ]ima^latae, sahjpNao svaIkarolaI Aqavaa Aist%va saaqao vaNaa[ gayaolaI svaOicCk Apoxaa Co, Anao e jyaaM haoya to sqaananao pNa jIvaMt banaavaI maUko Co. baaLkaonaa ]QamaatqaI baocaona banata ko AkLata maaNasaao, baaLkao na haoya %yaaro vyakt na qa[ Sako, evaI AaMtirk maUMJvaNa AnauBavao Co, kSauMk KUTo Co evauM laagyaa kro Co. Aro pvana pDI jaya tao enaI gaorhajrI pNa baocaona kro Co.

        tao pvana jovaa j caMcaL, KopanaI baaLknaI gaorhajrI AnauBavaayaa ivanaa rho KrI? vyavahar Ainavaaya^ Co, pNa maaNasa vyavahar pr jIvatao naqaI, enaaqaI j jIvaMt rhI Saktao naqaI, jonao karNao vyavahar calaavavaa, saacavavaanaI svaIkarvaI gamao evaa kao[ snaohsaMbaMQa pr jIvao Co, jIvaMt rho Co. vaQaaro nao vaQaaro sauK, sauKnaaM saaQanaaonaI laa(maaM maaNasa vaQaaro nao vaQaaro vyavaharmaaM DUbatao jaya Anao jonaaqaI, jonaa saMdBao^ jIvaMt rhI Saktao haoya, tonao j vaQaaro sauKI krI SakISa evaa laaoBamaaM to vyaiktnao j Anaayaasa vaIsaaro %yaaro tonaa vyavaharmaaM yaaMi~kta AavaI jaya Co, e BaUlaI jaya Co ko maaNasanaI p`qama Ainavaaya^ta maaNasa Co - enaI baadbaakImaaM jIvaMtpNaanaI baadbaakI Co. SaaNaaAao Aanao raomaainTk valaNa khInao AruicanaI najro enaI saamao jue Co, emanaI saamao nayaao^ vyavahar Anao gaiNat haoya Co. pNa jIvananaaM koTlaaMk sa%yaao gaiNatnaI bahar pNa haoya Co e toAao jaNata naqaI. kyaarok enauM Baana qayauM haoya tao e Baananao hzpUva^k haMkI kaZo Co.

        BaamaaSaanao Saa maaTo yaad krao Cao, enaI pasao Apar saMpi<a htI to maaTo? enao e saMpi<a vyaaparI kuSaLtaqaI maoLvaI to maaTo? naa, ica<aaoD maaTo, enaa svaatM~naa rxaNa maaTo tmaama saMpi<a raNaanao carNao QarI dIQaI eqaI! kao[ SaaNaao vaaiNayaao BaamaaSaanaa Aa valaNanao 'raomaoinTk' khoSao, laagaNaImaaM AavaInao BarolauM pgalauM khoSao pNa e j khovaanaI raomaoinTk laagaNaIe BaamaaSaanaa vyaikt%vanao smarNaIya banaavyauM. evaa raomaoinTk laagaNaInaa BaamaaSaa na haot tao ica<aaoDmaaM BaamaaSaanaI tmaama saMpi<a inajI^va qa[nao pDI haot.

        majnaUnaI vaat Aavao eTlao SaaNa pNao saBaana qa[ jvaanaI, saMrxaNanauM kvaca phorI laovaanaI j$r naqaI. e majnaU tao tmaaramaaM pNa haoya, hao[ Sako e ]ima^ Anao AartnauM p`itk Co.

        Aa jgat kovaL SaaNaaAa,o vyavaharuAaonaa vasavaaTqaI GarDaAaonauM Gar banaI jSao, Anao GarDaMAao pNa emanaa KaoLo hDI kaZtuM kao[ baaLk caZI jaya Anao enao caUMTI KNao Co %yaaro raomaaMicat qa[ }zo Co. jIvaMt qa[ }zo Co. jIvanamaaM eTlaao ]ima^naao spSa^ Anao jIvaMtta raKao Anao tmao tmaara - maaNasapNaaqaI rhao.

        jIvaMt rhao, Anao  paotanaa jIvaMt AnauBavaao Anao jyaaM vasata hao e sqaananao pNa jIvaMt raKao. p`%yaok sqaananao pNa jIvaMt raKao. p`%yaok sqaana emaaM rhonaarqaI jIvaMt banaI jaya Co. KMiDyaornaI BaIMtmaaM pDolaa KaMcaamaaM caklaI maaLao baaMQao Co, emaaM Aava - ja kro Co. baccauM jnmao Co to pCI tao Kaorak SaaoQavaa Anao pCI to caaMcamaaM la[ baccaanao KvaDavavaa e paMKao ffDavatI, hvaamaaM qaDkar poda krtI, ]%saahBaor eTlaI Aava - ja kro Co ko KMiDyarnaao e Baaga pNa jIvaMt qa[ jaya Co.

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